New douji page soon. Check date below

Hey guys,

It's been so long since the last time I've written a journal. I miss everyone on DA, my watchers, my friends, random people commenting on my art, even my ghost watchers who don't bother commenting. <3 I miss ya all no exceptions.

I'm writing this to express my sincere intention of finishing my NaruSasu Doujinshi "Photo Shoot" (LOL. that sounded formal). You all should know that I didn't abandon my doujinshi and never will I abandon it no matter how long it takes me to finish it. Finishing it has been one of my goals in life, so you shouldn't worry about me finishing it; but,  about yourself losing interest in it or in NARUTO. Even if I still don't get the same motivation that I've been getting in the past I'd still be working my ass off trying to finish my so called doujinshi.

Before I start explaining my whereabouts for 4 months, I'd like to apologize to everyone for making you wait this long and for saying that I'll only be away for 2 months max. I'm sorry, I really am, I know how hard its to wait for an update yet I left you hanging. You probably hate me right now, but that doesn't matter because I still love you. <3 I love you because you have been with me since the beginning, since the day I posted the first page and you stick with me till this moment. I still see some of you checking my page everyday since the day I left knowing that it might take a while till I post a new page. I apologize if I let you down, disappointed you, I'm sorry.

Lately, I've been really busy applying to universities. Still haven't been admitted to any University. I kinda lost hope been rejected from three unis already. Rejection hurts. Its one of my fears besides disappointing people I love. Not only have I been rejected by universities but by people too. I've been throught alot this year and the previous one.

Holding for too long the pressure got to me, Never have I been one of those people who would let things get to them. I broke down.
My parents didn't really care 'Its the pressure of wanting to get accepted" they said ( I believe they were right). I bet my mum thought I was on my period or somethin'. I've never felt so distant from my family. I stopped talking to them, I stopped eating, I also considered stopping my life. I hated my self, my body, my voice, my face. I lost 20 KG everyone I know thought I was on a diet. My mum thought I had diabetes. She made me do a blood test (I'm not bulimic) . Mind you I went through alot of shit, family members death and stuff.

Anyhow, I'm baaaaack and feeling better than ever!
I like food, myself and my cute little nose. It was just a depression phase that I went through. My ego is as big as Montana Texas. Alaska is too big for my liking.


I'll be working on Chapter 5 this month. A new page should be up by the 23rd. <3 Mark your Calenders, sexies.


Lotsa Luv,
Cassy xx
I was trying to copy this->  


( This is like the longest Entry I've ever written) Reading it shouldn't take long...  650 words not bad,eh?